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[Dec. 15th, 2009|03:52 pm] |
( 2009 -- stolen from michelle )
overalll 2009 was a good year. A year for growing and finding myself as an adult in this crazy insane world. hopefully 2010 will be bettter with less crying and more great memories with friends that will always be there. |
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[Dec. 14th, 2009|08:35 pm] |
cannot wait for the holidays.
which means home and not thinking.
which means hanging out with old friends. and that means you alex.
making some much needed moola.
and seeing the new boy for a much needed dinner and movie date + sleepover.
3 exams still to go.
and saturday morning i am out of windsor and do not want to think about it or a certain boy until the holidays are over. -- you cannot just tell someone via textmessage you have a baby. it just doesnt work tthat way. |
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[Dec. 13th, 2009|01:33 am] |
i should be use to this by now.
one after another.
it's like a routine, only spaced really far apart.
a year here, a couple months there...
i think this time i feel like i've learned something... it's scary how quickly i got over you... 'you seem to be doing fine'... i say it was mutual, that we both agreed that it was the right thing to do... but it wasn't.
i just knew it was coming... i knew something wasn't right. i guess that softened the blow a bit. the truth is that i've done this before, it's nothing new to me... so i guess everything just shut down before it really hit me instead of dwelling on everything that happened.
i just hate seeing everyone in these 1, 2 even 3 year relationships and i just wonder what the fuck i'm doing wrong? it seems like things are going well, and then in the blink of an eye it's gone. an entire year spent with you and it's disappeared. |
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[Dec. 12th, 2009|04:03 pm] |
6 hour phone date with the new boy = <3
boo being so far apart. |
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[Dec. 11th, 2009|08:56 pm] |
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phone date with new boy = <3 |
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[Dec. 6th, 2009|07:09 pm] |
fuck you, is all i have to say.
you are not worth any tears. |
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